Tuesday, August 27, 2019

Attitude Adjustment

In June I got a new job and I was extremely excited to be leaving the old one which was very toxic to me and caused me undue stress. Here it is only two and a half months later and the honeymoon period at the new place is over. 

I don't want to be a complainypants. This job is everything I wanted - which was basically good management.  My managers are amazing.  For example, a big stressor at the old job was the hoops everyone had to jump through to get even one day off. Here, we are encouraged to take as much time off as we would like!

The old job was a busy, fast paced environment where the work was nonstop.  On top of that, the bad managers were always having us change and redo things because their procedures and expectations were constantly changing.

In contrast, the work volume at the new job is significantly less. The managers like things done the way they always have been done, so once something is complete, that's it. The pace is slow and I'm not used to that. I started to feel dread in the sense that I am the kind of person who wants to always be busy. Years of school and decades of work train you to always be productive.

Last week I went to Lake Placid and only worked three days. There was a lot of good stuff going on after work and this past weekend which I will write about below. 
Lake Placid is my happy place
The problem was that instead of being fully present enjoying my time off in the evening and this past weekend, I was mentally and verbally complaining about work. I decided yesterday that it is time for an attitude adjustment. I have to embrace a new mindset that a laid back work environment is not bad, and maybe even good. Hey I can work on my blog so that is good!

This weekend my husband and I had two barbecues to go to which were both amazing with good food and good conversation. On Sunday we both volunteered at the Thacher Park Trail Running Festival. I didn't take pictures, but if you click on the link you can see how pretty it is. Summer finally got a long overdue professional grooming!

Last Week's Workouts: On Tuesday I hiked Hurricane Mountain, on Thursday I did a 3 mile trail run, on Saturday I ran 3 miles and on Sunday I ran 3 miles (after the trail running festival).

Thanks for reading!

5 comments:

  1. ItsI hard for our brains to adjust to a slower pace after being busy for so long. But it is worth it. After the adjustment period you'll settle in and realize you never want to be that busy again. Enjoy your time.

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  3. Sorry, my last attempt at commenting was missing a word which totally changed the meaning. LOL. Anyway...I've had jobs where I did not have enough to do, and jobs where I was overwhelmed. I'm fortunate in that my current job I have just enough to do, and when day to day things slow down too much, there are always other things to catch up on. I hope you settle in and find a pace that is right for you.

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  4. Maybe you just need some time to adjust to the different pace at this job. I like to be busy too, but not hectic or stressed out, which is how it's been the past few weeks! I am more than ready for some quieter days.

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  5. At least you are realizing that there is an issue and making changes to help fix it. That is a sign of good things to come! Sounds like this is self stress. Cannot wait to see how your turn your mind around! :)

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